I dream of him....

I dream of you yesterday...
In my dream... You seems so real..
But you did the same thing like you did when your here..
I woke up in the middle of the night..
Feeling the pain once again...
I try to sleep back but im struggling..
I turn and something catch my eyes..
Its the trophy that you won in a singing comp...
You are actually so great that...
I realize that it was all past and now that you are not here anymore..
There's nothing left to feel hurt or to blame..

Dad...
If you are at somewhere in this world..
And you can able to listen to what my heart is telling you..


'We had already forgiven you and we love you forever'
You stays forever in my heart ~

My Passion... My Interest.... My Love ...

And again lazy to talk so much...
Enjoy those pictures.... =)I started my dancing life...Basically since standard 5.. n i was first exposed to modern dance and chinese dance.I enjoy every moment of me dancing by the rhythm of music..No matter modern or traditional...As i think if you really love dancing..Is the passion that matters.. And its not about being famous or being 'cool'..I can give it all out just for dancing..I spend most of my weekend(whole day) in kaikan just for training...
One of the most challeging dance i had learn is contem dance..(Unexpected Song by Kai Beng)
Its the best dance and performance i ever had...And contem is the dance i wanna master the most...
'ONLY WHEN I DANCE , I FOUND MYSELF'
Thats the tagline i use to encourage myself whenever i face any problems...=)
Anyway i stop dancing since 18 or 19 (not so sure of the exact age) due to some problems and issues...
But all those memories remains in my heart ~(Sorry for the distorted photo.. But this the only i had left in my hardisk)
If you heard of the group 'STOMP' .. You will know what we are trying to do here..
We are inspired by them and we call ourself 'Fearless Crash'.. It was a performance back in 2006 for MMK MALAM MESRA at Jit Sin Independent,BM
This performance is lead by my brother ,Zeric Tan and chereography by Selveraj,an chinese educated indian guy...Ok la.. quite cute also la..><>..

I had once did this quiz back in form 5 about which side im better..I mean either science or arts.
And the result..
0 = SCIENCE
100 = ARTS
My teacher got a shock and asked ' So what are you doing here in science stream'
And there where i start to sit down and think carefully.
I remember when i was in primary standard 2.. I use to write that i want to be a scientist in the 'My Ambition' essay...
Then i change my mind..
And this is what im doing now and also for the future...


Alright.. i will stop here...
^^

About me =D

Ok... I dont wanna start my first post here by introducing myself or start telling 'this is my first post and i have no idea how to start because thats what i did for my previous blog(forgotten the password ,so i decided to create a new one).
But since this is the first post... So i will try to let you know more about me.
Let the photos below continue my story.


Thats me (feeling proud) when i was
still a kindergarten baby ..><> That girl on the left is me .. (im the tallest if you realise)
Introducing my two best buddies jin yin and yuet mei..
They turn out to be very hot and pretty right nw...



Secondary times.. Those are convent babes and yea... Mr.Chin.. EST teacher..
.. Im the shortest here... ><
After Form 5, was waiting for SPM result while working at pacifc...
This pic is taken out of boredom (no business.. LOL) my hair is super long
that time...=)


Then, I go and cut my hair to this short... Kinda regretted it.. Prefer long hair..
(I had already enter college for Diploma In Interior Design at this period)
And slowly.. my hair grow back.. =) (Second year in college)
Breakfast at Greenlane Mcd





And keep on growing.. haha.. i knw im lame..(in the hp shop .. nightmare)
And suddenly..I decided to perm it...For fun...Haha...
Done by Jin Yin bro .. very good skill...
This pic is taken this year ..Month of April..
And finally,the recent me... ^^
Waiting for my hair to grow like last time..
Another two girls beside me..Are my college buddy...
Beh the Cha Boh and Jimai Yoyo..

Here is the introduction of me ...
Lazy to describe in words...
Photos tells it all..
My upcoming posts will be all about myself also..
So just bear with me ><.. And the way i talk may sounds 'sampat'... So just ignore me.. Understand enough already.. Thats my style.. WAHAHAHAHA... ok i will stop here.. Stay tuned... (^^)